let me be the artist today.

i want to paint you a picture with pastels in so many shades

bleeding the constellations of my thoughts.

an endless spectrum of interwoven blends.

magenta, emerald, violet, fiery orange, dusty blue, ivory .. you name it.

gentle strokes but violently passionate,

a thrill similar to writing in a journal.

only this time, you`re immortalized in canvas.

 

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my desire for you ran deeper than what meets the eye

and i adored pulling your heartstrings with precious grip.

until, without warning, you built up those walls and turned back into a chamber.

your lack of reciprocation left me jaded.

i’ll never win with you. we know this.

sorry if i got too close.

i’m trying my best to save myself from your depths

and exist in my own skin

but i’m weighed down.

you make me feel like a butterfly caught in a spider’s web.

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